True Story [An Effin' Donkey Gave Me the Winning Lottery #'s] Your "psychic" potential & my exact strategy revealed...
We keep looking to other people for answers.
And, granted that quick fix we receive can give us just the dopamine hit and inspiration we think we need, UNTIL the honeymoon is over and you’re left feeling disappointed, chronically frustrated and seeking outside of yourself all over again.
You know who DOESN’T have OUR answers… our teachers, coaches, counselors, therapists, religious leaders and especially NOT our politicians…
Granted insights can come through them and Spirit can line up folx just at the right time for what we need to see, hear or do, BUT the best those (including myself) people we seek outside of ourselves can do, is advise us on what they’ve learned and believe, and though that can be useful, the information they give us is limited by OUR experience and often overshadowed by our own fears, patterns and wounds.
I believe we’re at a pivotal point in history where it’s no longer a luxury to be able to get AND trust your own guidance.
Your access to supreme guidance is not some weird, fairy dust, unicorn, fake, phoney, woo-woo reality that only “weirdos” or the “chosen ones” talk about and have access to.
This is not about only SOME people having “special, unattainable powers,” ‘cause we all have that innate potential to have a direct line of communication with Spirit, and it’s simply our natural POWER we’re accessing.
We’re at a time when, instead of putting other people on pedestals, it’s time to acknowledge and elevate the role of your Star player & your Dream Team (as I call it all) in your life.
When you finally claim the guidance available to you, life will never be the same… pinky swear.
In my opinion this will be one of the most rewarding relationships you’ve ever had in your life.
I mean, think about it, we can benefit from dating folx, but the transformation really kicks in when we wake up next to the same person, their farts and/or morning breath day after day.
We can learn from a two-hour seminar or workshop, but the transformation happens when we take the long-term one-year course, “put a ring on it,” and commit, so to speak.
Alright, alright enough blathering… What does any of this have to do with a Donkey & Lottery Numbers?
Somewhere around 2007 or 2008 I decided to take some psychic development training.
Why? Because I wanted to be able to make better decisions in my life and learn to listen to my own guidance more clearly.
I’d shied away from learning it for some time before I decided to give it a chance because I was afraid that if I became “psychic” that I’d be able to hear what people were thinking or read their minds and I thought it would drive me f’in crazy.
I worried that I’d always be able to foresee horrible events and tragedies, but the truth was I was mostly afraid because that’s how television shows and movies had portrayed psychics.
It’s actually one of the number one reasons people avoid their own intuitive and psychic natures.
Truth be told… you can see more scary shit than you could ever experience with your psychic abilities on YouTube or the 6 o’clock news!
But I digress.
So, I’m taking these psychic development classes every week in a well known psychic’s home in Beverly Hills, Michigan.
It was winter and the weather was often terrible, but I was in class come hell or high water.
My teacher’s name was Rev. Shala Kilmer and she was funny as hell, very loving and positive and we always said a prayer before we started the class just so there wasn’t any negative energy in the room.
I was surrounded by about 4 or 5 other classmates every week in her living room.
She had the AirBnB game on lock, renting her home out on the side to a techy guy before AirBnB ever existed.
We practiced new exercises every week, like moving pencils across the table with our minds, picking up information from the objects that others in class owned, and many other cool exercises (think the movie “The Men who Stare at Goats” - the satirical dark comedy war film about an investigation into attempts by the U.S. military to employ psychic powers as a weapon) except our work was always for “GOOD.”
Years later I would teach myself to bend the crap outta thick spoons with just a little pressure and my energy and intention. I’d make them wrap around themselves. And YES, anyone can do that too.
I’ve gotta find that one spoon I kept and post a picture… anyhoo back to the story.
On one particular day my classmates and I learned to create an image in our minds that would be used to give us guidance, like visualizing a thumb that could give a thumbs up or a thumbs down, or seeing a rose in our minds that would open or close indicating a yes or a no, and so on.
But being made the way I’m made, that just wasn’t amusing enough so I “created” (actually that’s just what my guides furnished me)… Donkey from the movie Shrek!
I “received” Donkey in my mind and went with it, seeing his fabulous buck teeth and him smiling ear to ear.
I directed Donkey to give me guidance on things by nodding his head up and down for “yes” answers or shaking his head side to side for “no” answers.
My coworker at the time was the ONLY person who knew that I was taking this course, and that I had been practicing getting questions I wanted answered by using Donkey.
Of course I thought others would think I was a weirdo, so I kept it between me and my coworker.
Since practicing my psychic abilities was a requirement for development, one day she and I decided to test out my new found abilities by trying to get the numbers to win the Michigan Lottery.
So off I went… Sitting at my desk at work I got quiet, relaxed my body and conjured up my image of Donkey.
I asked Donkey specifically what the first number was of the Michigan Midday Lottery that day.
Then I went through each number from 1 to 9 and asked for a “yes” or a “no” and he nodded his head up and down and side to side to answer.
If he gave me a yes before I got through all 9 numbers I would stop and my coworker would write the number down.
I then asked what the second number was and went through the same process.
We were finished getting all the numbers and we were feeling pretty giddy that we could actually be winners.
But just as we were about to run to the store to play the numbers, something happened… drum roll please…
Disbelief set in.
Ah, yes… good old second guessin’...
I didn’t feel confident about all the numbers I had chosen.
There was one number in particular I felt a little iffy about.
I even said to Donkey, “are you sure?” and even though Donkey said “yes” again, I didn’t trust it.
Hello, I’m talking to a frickin’ made up Donkey in my mind… sounds quite sane and rational, right?
So… we didn’t play the numbers.
We decided we would just check the midday numbers to at least amuse ourselves and see if we got any numbers correct.
The Midday announcement came on and we waited with baited breath to see if I’d got any numbers right.
As each number was called our excitement slowly started turning into regret…
Turns out I had EVERY frickin’ number correct in the EXACT order and I didn’t effin’ play the numbers!!
True story people. Another lesson learned.
When we don’t trust our guidance we miss out on opportunities just like this.
But it’s the TRUSTING part that’s always the hardest.
The next 17 years of my life after this event would show me that.
Now, I can hear from the peanut gallery… Well JeeJee if you could get lottery numbers, how come you don’t play the lottery?
The reason I got those numbers that day is because I was just experimenting, I was curious, I was playful, I wasn’t attached, I was practicing what I was learning, and Spirit was simultaneously teaching me that its presence was REAL.
If you asked me to pop down to the store and play some numbers for you, I’d have no idea how to do that.
It’s never been part of my souls journey, although yes I did give a few good numbers to another coworker down the road of life, and yes it would be cool to win the damn lottery, I won’t lie about that fact, but it’s never been on my path necessarily or in me to care that much.
Feel free to try my tactics if it matters that much to you. Let me know how it goes… and run me some dollars if you win… SERIOUSLY…
So, how can you build a relationship with your Star Player (guidance)?
I want to mention that I speak of your Star Player as Spirit, as I mean to bring as much levity as I can to what seems to others as “heavier” terms like God, Goddess, Higher Power, Creator, the Universe, the Divine, Supreme Being, Source, Love, etc… although I straight up named my guides my “God Posse” many moons ago, and acknowledge them EVERYDAY.
But of course, I respect other folx ways of relating to that presence & power that I’m always going on about.
So call it whatever you like.
Here’s a few tips on opening the door to a new conversation with your Star Player & Dream Team.
#1 Approach Spirit as if a direct connection with them is the most natural thing in the world.
You don’t have to beg for it, earn it, or play Russian Roulette for it.
Do not come from the standpoint that you’re broken or sinful, PERIOD.
Take it as fact that your Star Player and Dream Team values you and has ALWAYS valued you, PERIOD.
You NEVER have to establish your worth with them EVER.
#2 Even though it might be challenging to believe, the truth is that YOU signed up for this life, and your life has purpose and events don’t happen to you randomly, PERIOD.
Whatever is happening in your life - it’s happening FOR you, not TO you.
Yep, even that divorce, the job loss, the unexpected medical diagnosis, the loss of a loved one, the business that went under, that estranged friendship… yep… all of it.
And yes, I hold space for those horrific things that have happened to people that they just can’t make peace with, I get it and I will never downplay other people’s experiences.
But consider it all individualized coursework here on “Earth School.”
That PhD from the School of Hard Knocks is meant to teach us how to become more joyful, self loving, self authorizing “human” beings.
#3 Don’t ask to be fixed, or for the world to be changed.
This is the age of self healing.
We’re leaving the era where everybody’s a damn “life coach,” and stepping into the era where everybody’s a damn “life healer.”
And the responsibility for healing is YOUR job, PERIOD.
Keep in mind we're not "directly" healing others, we’re simply conduits for the POWER through which others are healed when we’re doing the work ourselves.
The key: you’re asking for the healing of everything that is standing in the way (ie., wounds - all the weapons you’ve formed against yourself) of you being your most authentic, self trusting, self appreciating full blown version of YOU.
#4 Acknowledge that you absolutely deserve to have inner peace.
By asking for assistance in laying down all weapons you’ve formed against yourself (or that others have formed against you) that stand in the way of peace to be healed, you claim that you deserve it, and that Spirit wants you to be joyful.
This is for your highest good and the highest good of all concerned.
If you’re breathing you can do this, you don’t have to go to church, be born again, or profess faith in any way to anything outside of you to earn a “down like two flat tires,” reliable, consistent, relationship with your Star Player & your guides.
Winning the lottery of life is not about acing it.
It’s not about perfection.
It is through trial and error that we learn.
Your best effort in this grand experiment of life is what counts.
Your guides are here to help, and what they can help you with is nothing to sneeze at.
They are here to help you:
Be purposeful in life; make decisions that move you forward faster; help you stop sabotaging, comparing and judging yourself; remember that you are more than your job, your material possessions and your relationships; see yourself as beautiful; let yourself and others off the damn hook; and navigate the chaos this world can and WILL bring.
We're in a time where it's not enough to just fall back on your own intellect, (even though "common sense" is required), the uncommon intelligence of your Star Player and Dream Team are going to be required to face the crazy events and the momentous occasions approaching us so we're better equipped to navigate our lives when crazy shit & wildly good things we don't want to sabotage happen.
Star Player Precision is my upcoming 8 week training, which is the Prerequisite training for Love & War Academy enrolling in October 2024.
Goal: Connect & Communicate with your Star Player & Dream Team in just 8 Weeks.
This is the foundation of EVERY aspect of your life experience.
It's time to Build your Interior Empire.
This is for you if:
You’re looking to accelerate your spiritual progress
You’re looking to know that decisions you make are in alignment with your higher knowing, but you aren’t sure how to go about it
You want to add more miracles to your life in a way that is more playful, because all work and no play is… blech…
Want to access your psychic/intuitive abilities, and learn little by little not just how to trust, but to KNOW that you are being shown your unique path
You have untold Angels & Guides just waiting to guide YOU and once you access this information and leave the door open for practicing your connection with them, you’ll wonder how you ever lived without them…
Class begins enrollment on August 14th (Pre-enrollment pricing starts Sunday July 21st before it rises on Wednesday August 14th) - 2 month payment plan will be available.
Enrollment Doors Close August 21st
Class starts Wednesday August 28th (Times TBD)
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Talk soon,
JeeJee